It has been a while.
As usual.
You might be getting tired of me apologizing for the lack of replies, not even going to tell you ‘I’m back’, for you might not believe me, but nevertheless, I’m sorry, I hope you understand.






Summer is here, the thermometer said so.

Next week I’ll graduate from my ****i*g high school. After all the sufferings I can’t even define, I’m saying goodbye… at last.

I hate my school. Everyone does. And that’s just normal. I could rant for perpetuity, but I don’t want to bore you.
But please don’t get me wrong…
Going to school all high and jittery from the caffeine , eating anything from tic tacs to burgers and rice meals during classes, having our own office beside the coordinators’, shooting bottles, eating ice pops and jelly tongues after lunch, laughing our hearts out for the silliest things.
It was fun.


I have burned 11 years and a vague heart in this institution. And I am certain, I will allot at least a minute of my future thinking ‘I miss St. Theresa’s College. I miss my high school’…
but maybe not right now.
and… maybe a minute is too long.



In two months, I’m going to college.

Is life going by too fast? Cliché. I. know. I’m just frustrated, It feels like I haven’t done anything. What is the use of the words: STOP STALLING, MAKE A NAME FOR YOURSELF… which I happen to scribble down whenever I fail to focus? Exaggerating? You think. I wish.

I am so wound up about this thought. [Am saying this without a smear of sarcasm] I’m going to take up an Art course in the university I wish. I’m finally going to be worked up with the things which I love to do.

Ahh… REMIND ME. Before I graduate, I have to erase the notice board which says ‘I am God’s treasure’, it has been there since first year. Quite irritating.


SUMMER TO DO LIST:

~ get a summer job… Help me~ Any part-time would do, suggestions are appreciated. I just need money:
<sup>sin(summer) + cos2(no allowance) – (art materials) = shame and unhappiness, if Gama=< pathetic dork.<.sup>
~ Learn a third language… Maybe Nihongo or Spanish
~ Make a port folio… I need this
~ Paint… I can’t make a port folio if I don’t.
~ sell at least 2 paintings… ASA!
~ Learn (serious) photography… Now, I really need a summer job, you know photography is not cheap.
~ Buy DVDs… wahaha.
~ watch DVDs
~ shopping
~ be a better person
~ save the earth
~


True Love,
~C.T.Gama</sup>