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Sugar. Honey. Poison. Apple.

Sun Oct 12, 2008, 6:51 PM

Guess what. Finals are over. Doctor said I was stressed enough to vomit everything I ingested. But I managed to get through, somehow… Of course my expectations are always a galaxy away from what I can do. But let’s not talk about that.

Guess what. I’ve been reading my past journals. And everything that I have written; things about hearts, wars, and floating children --- they all seem so far down from where I stand right now. It’s hard to believe… that I ever felt like that.

The mind has a way of forgetting pain. See for yourself, trying pinching your cheek, wallow in the pain for a few seconds. After a minute, try to recall how it felt.

You can’t.

It’s scientific.

^{Why do I have a feeling this journal would turn into another cheesy rant?}

...You can only remember that it was painful, but you can’t remember the pain.
All that’s left are photographs and nothing more.
Now, I am mine. And mine alone. Pardon the narcissistic, but truly, the last thing that I need right now is someone with the supremacy to drive me into tears. The thought of giving someone the chance to break me again, it makes me nervous.

Life should be simple, you grow up, find the one you love, then he’d love you back forever.
Just like penguins. No one gets damaged.

Guess what. We’re not penguins.

I hope waiting isn’t too much of a pain while I sit here vague and undecided.
Oh. Who am I fooling?
I know it is.
I’m so unfair.
I’m so sorry.

True Love, Your Virgo,
~Carla.

^{Ps: did you seriously try the cheek thing?
haha.
Then you must feel soooo stupid right now.
Now, I think you get my point.}

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Mood: Shame
Listening to: second hand serenade,
Reading: The Little Prince (for the nth time)
Eating: sour geckos and jawbreakers

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~yamino-kun Oct 12, 2008, 8:01:27 PM

oo ginawa ko yung cheek thing. hahah. sabi ko, hindi naman masakit ah. hahaha.

Guess what. I'm not a penguin. I'm a Pato. Is that good enough?

Alam mo, pinag-chichikahan ka ng nanays natin. hahaha. Sabi ni mom mo taas daw nung mga nakukuha mo. uuy, DL.

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People think up their best ideas when they're sitting on a toilet bowl. Well, at least i do.

=Odin-Lionheart Oct 13, 2008, 2:42:00 AM

Cheek thing was awesome. But I still remember, though it is getting vague.

So you're still alive, eh? I'm glad to hear. Please do stick around a bit longer.

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Is clearly not a bear

~2gama2 Oct 13, 2008, 4:38:05 AM

hahaha. try mo ulit.

Guess what. you're not just a Pato. you're a San Buenaventura.

[weh. gama.]

Malamang nanay un mehn. kulang na lang sabihin nya un sa lahat ng mga makakasalubong nya, kahit hindi. balita ko nga dalawang araw kang hindi gumising e. lol.

Alam mo ba, nagchichikahan din tatay natin. so... kumusta na nga pala ung hawk nyo?

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Champagne for my real friends, Real pain for my sham friends FOB

~2gama2 Oct 13, 2008, 4:49:47 AM

hahaha.

barely alive. i'll be here for a while, our sembreak just started.

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Champagne for my real friends, Real pain for my sham friends FOB

=Odin-Lionheart Oct 13, 2008, 5:14:49 AM

D: You guys always have vacation.

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Is clearly not a bear

~2gama2 Oct 13, 2008, 6:45:09 AM

you mean you don't have breaks between semesters in Sweden?

and your signature's making me think.

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Champagne for my real friends, Real pain for my sham friends FOB

~ayexist Oct 13, 2008, 7:07:26 AM

HOY! ANG SAKIT SOBRWA NG CHEEK THING NO!! D8<

waaah~andami ko na lampas at di nalalaman

miss na kita gama! nagiging famous ka na at ako...at ako...palaging naiiwan lang sa sulok ng walangkatapusan na purgatorio... hanggang asa lng ang aking aabutan pero hindi kailan kita talaga makakamtan